Today as a joke I asked Lazer if the future was any brighter. He said, "No... you're still alive." I said, "Great...I'm immortal...I was always afraid of that." And I always used to say irony was dead.
I wnr home after band and Iwas finally going to sit down and tell everyone. But everyone was so...preoccupied. I don't mean that in a bad way, they just were all doing their own thing, I guess because they're used to me not being around because I'm at the lakehouse. And that's a good thing. I didn't want to come crashing down into their lives with my...situation. So I made a decision: I'm not telling anyone. One of the worst parts of Dad dying was the two years before, when he slowly. I'm not going to be that, and I'm not going to put everyone through that. At some point I'll write a letter to everyone and explain it for after I'm gone.
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