Well it finally hit home. I guess it was a combination of being back home, thinking about Ashley and that I probably won’t make it to the next football game to hear my arrangement of “Planet Krypton” performed. Last night I broke down, I lost it. So far it was just something I said but now I KNOW - I’m going to die. I wasn’t just crying, I was sobbing, for I don’t know how long. I must have been till I fell asleep because I don’t remember stopping. Today wasn’t much better. I screamed at Murphy because he was barking at me while I was loading my car and I snapped at Cory because she smart mouthed me. The guy from Yamaha was here which made me insecure and defensive on top of everything else.
On the bright side, I did get to finish “Planet Krypton” so I can have it to Brian on Wednesday and they can definitely perform it.
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